wah.. have been such a long time since i update the blog.. had been rather busy..
just last sat.. i get pian to go to the church... argh! but well, the people there are quite nice.. but i just dun like going to the church.. after the church event.. we went to watch simpsons.. altho the movie is lame.. but still quite funny la.. haha.
time flies.. i've been in the air force for 8 months liao.. and the good thing is.. i just get Promoted to the rank of 3SG!! wooot!! so happy ^_^ i've met many different types of ppl in the air force, and most of them are great to hang with, work and play with.. i'm consider quite fortunate ^^
today went to cck for my type course.. oh man.. so many courses to attend.. headache!! this is a 1 week course.. then next friday got to take the test.. stress!! National day is coming.. but guess what? it's not a holiday for us!! we need to be at our air bases to be the standby force in case of any activation.. sian.. i won't get to see the NDP.. =( It's no easy defending our country uh..
got alot of great movies coming up in this couple of weeks, flash point, disturbia, rush hour 3 and secret.. i wanan catch them all!
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today when i took lift to the first floor... i saw 3 boys in it.. the first qns the boy ask me is:"wow! u have a cool gun." i say:"it's not a gun, it's a belt." then the 2nd qns the boy ask me is:"you sec what?" omfg!!! even primary school kid thought i am from secondary school!! what the heck.. do i really look so young?! i told him i am in poly.. =.=""
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woo hoo! long time never go clubbing liao.. yesterday whosgoing got event and i manage to get free tickets to enter MOS..
saw so many malays at MOS.. dunno why nowadays got so many malays like to go clubbing also.. it's not that i'm racist.. malays just simply irritates me.. the way they talk is always so irritating.. spoil my mood yesterday.. zzzz.. about half of MOS is crowded with malays sia.. yawns tired..
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no mood already.. cannot go overseas for holidays.. so sad.. so many stupid rules, regulations and restrictions.. zzz..
suddenly find life meaningless..i've been lonely for so long..trapped in the past i just cant seems to move on..
something seems to be lacking in my life..all along i've been searching for it..wat could it be? money? car? credit card? women?
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finally.. i think i have manage to forget you and i'm moving on now..
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have u ever love and hate someone at the same time? as for me.. this is the 2nd time i am feeling like this! i hated u for treating me like this!why! why did i do wrong! yet i still love you at the same time! this feeling is making me miserable!! argh!!!
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damn heart pain.. today spend $150! $10 on top up ez link.. $46 buy 2 shirts.. $69.90 for a pair of jeans! and $24.90 on a snowcap! argh!!damn broke!! dunno why recently keep spending money! i know the fact i am broke.. but i can't control myself.. i think lost love is the reason why i can't control myself from spending money.. just like people who eat alot when they are depress.. mine is spending too much money..argh!!
in order to forget.. i need to make myself busy.. in order to move on.. i need to make myself busy so that i won't think about her..
but as the saying goes.. words are easy to say but actions are difficult to do..
haiz.. how? what should i do?
do i really need a lifetime to forget someone?
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woo hoo! yesterday went to MOS, free entry if u got a postcard, yesterday so many people sia! luckily i manage to cut Q and get to the front. finally after waiting for about 45mins i get to go in, it was so crowded sia.. lots of hot girls around.. the music yesteday was great, and i get to dance with a particular hot girl, i think she is a eurasian, friends say i dance like a pro with her, he even wanted to take video of us.. but in the end i never manage to get her number, aww!! what a pity.. after she left, i lost interest in other girls, why? because they can't dance as well as her.. i started to like clubbing, dance dance dance! i wanna club more often from now on!
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argh!! why!! am i really such a loser? am i really so pathetic until nobody want? i just wan a simple love, a simple girl..
why are u treating me like this.. why did u block and delete me from msn? why u refuse to reply my sms? why did i do wrong?! why am i always the one SUFFERING!
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wtf!! after yesterday check up, my eyes are still blur!! it says the effect only last for a few hours, why now still blur!! i can see far but can't see near.. what the fuck!!
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::Age - 20+ yrs old.
::BirthDate - 28.11.1985
::School - NYP:grad
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